Beloved Blog Post # 2

Valerie Mozee
English 4
11/24/2013

As I keep reading and reading I'm still not quite understanding everything that's happening. I try and imagine myself back in the 1800's and what it would be like for me if I went through something so dramatic then having one of my children's sprit come back. It would all be a blur for me trying to rebuild my life moving on and then just like that have my whole world turned upside down. I'm still not done reading going along piece by piece gives me a little bit more understanding but not alot yet. I picture myself being in Denver's place knowing what I want being independent wanting to feel wanted but sometimes I feel like I'm just the opposite however I do know what I want in life helping others has always been important to me. This maybe a bad thing to say or maybe not but if I were in Sethe shoes I would be dazed and confused abot why the spirit of my daughter beloved came back and be horrified and tell my husband and daughter Denver not to get to comfortable around her not knowing what should could be capable of. I have to remember that Beloved is still a child and doesn't know alot even though she came back in adult form being in a situation like that me personally felt like if it was me in that situation I would have came back as an adult  knowing more about the world who my parents were my sister my two bothers understanding what was going on around me anything that happened to me. Beloved came back as this beautiful young lady with good skin and a beautiful face just like I pictured in my dream. I pictured myself in Sethe's place again the mother who's always had a problem with her bladder since she was a little girl if that was me I would be able to control it maybe Sethe has a bladder infection I thought to myself. Maybe the older she gets it's gotten worse.